i am climbing this stairs but i dont really know where am i going after this long journey .i can only pray that im climbing the right one . god lead me to right path .
its raining again and again tonight . sometimes its not that im not gratefull for what god give to us , but a heavy rain in the late night really cant give me a calmness . im afraid of dark . lately i always wake up in the late night like 4am , or 3am something-2 . im afraid i would see something that i dont wanna see . with a heavy rain outside i cant go to bed back .
im telling you im tired but actually im very hurt inside . do understand me .