Sunday, November 28, 2010

my growth ?

semasa d rumah arwah mak tue ,1 thon lbey :
comel g;laa ?
da besar sikit tp tak besa mane pon ,
rndu glaa time nie ,

dah besa skit ,
6 taon : tadika kemas ,
 form 3 ,
graduation day ,










*see any changes ?
i dun think so ,
the size is not the same ,
but 
still got a stunned growth !
hha
btw , its ok ,
im happy with myself now ,
hhe


Saturday, November 27, 2010

COUPLE @ KAWAN ?

 huh
da mcm apa dah ,
manaa nta pergi ,
aku dok crek jaa,
kejap ada kejap mghilang ,
lau susa bru mnjelma crik aku ,
* kalau kau ada masalah je kau dtg cari ak ,
but just sekali mintak kau pkir ,anggap aku kwan ,bkan pergune kan aku ,
aku rase decision yg aku buat last week adalh yg trbaik ,
tok kau sedar dri skit ,
bilaa aku dah tadak na dga sume permasalahan kau ,
aku ade ke tadek ke same je  ,
jangan kau terasa pla aku ckap nie  ,
KAWAN / KEKASIH ?
aku akan plih kawan ,
*tp kau ta sdar yg kawan lagi penting ,
my life is effected bcause of you ,
i hear you advise ,
although your advise seems to make my life suck than before ,
but i thinks ,
that you are my friend ,
i take it ,
*sumtimes i feel like there is sumthings in your heart ,
i dun know what it is ,
but ,
sumtimes your advise bring me to hell ,
macam kau ade udang sebalik batu ,
i cant get it ,
*i realise sumtimes i also bgy advise yg merosakn hbungan kau ,
tp itu knyataan hidup ,
kau tanak susa kau ikot lhh ,
aku lebihkan kau dri bf aku ,
tp kau ?
*kite pyaa situasi yg samaa ,
tp kau ?
huh , lpas nie aku maleh crik kau ,
kau hiduplhh pndai2 kau sndiri ,

Friday, November 26, 2010

di dada langit magenta ,




bila hati sudah mati 
bila hati kematu,berbatu ,
bila eguran dibalas nista ,
astagfirullah al a'zim
berapa kali mama sudah pesan,
kalian rebung ,
sebelum buluh ,
dilentur lentur ,
berlembut berpakasa ,
bekasnya terkesan ke akhir hayat  ,
kasihan buluh ,
berkeras berpaksa ,
payah berbekas 
,tidak meleding ,
patahnya beserpih -serpih......









*ehm , cerpen nie really meninggalkan kesan yg mndalam
hasil tecer mardziah ,
legacy 2008 ,
kepade yg terase ,
memang cerpen nie ditujukan ,
menusuk dalam jiwe sape yg tertuju ,
thanx tecer for making such a really good treasure for us ,
we really appreciate it


think by yourself ,

wei tak pyah lhh slu susa en org ,
mmglh kawan ,
tp , kalau kwan mesti pki sal kawan ,
thu lhh dah biase hdup seng ,
tp jgn biase en dri susah en org laen ,
THINK BY YOURSELF ,
mane org ta marah ,
ta berapi ,
lau asyek susah en org ,
mang ade hati yg baek nak tog,
tp jgn lhh suke amek ksmpatan ,
pki gak pasal org sekelling ,
asyek nak MANIPULATED kgkawan ,

BERAT BADAN BERMASAALAH !

berat semasa ,
agak berat ,
sgat berat ,

masalahh nya bgaimanaa ?

Thursday, November 25, 2010

syasya ouh syasya

this is syasya ,
thats im always talk about ,
really miss her , 
SYASYA COME BACK HERE !

GET LOST WITH ALL THIS THINGS !

                                             last things he gave to me ,
                                                         when he come back to p.s in june ,

1st things he gave to me ,
when my burstday in form 2 ,
all this stuff ,
BLERK !
in my bursday in f4 ,
huarghhh !
throw all this SILLY things ,
BUEK ,

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

BUDAK AJAIB ;

bdak nie ,bkan na kate lhh ,
pandai glaa flirting ,
glaa babeng lhh ,
ak ta pna jmpe dak mcmni,
bru 2 thun ,
mcmna lhh dya bsaq nnti,
dah mukaa mcm alif aziz ,
anak sedare ,anak sedra ak

sireh pulang ke ganggang

huh ? merenung naseb , out for few days ,
going back to kluang ,it has been6 years im not here ,
missing sumthings that is really valueable, 
place where im used to throw al my waste ,
miss that memories ,
although their granma had gone ,
but they all still happening  and cheerfull ,
really long journey ,
everyone tired and stress ,

Thursday, November 18, 2010

"FARIMZUAN RAMJAN"

CIK TELAH  MMBUAT PGGILAN TERHADAP NOMBOR MAUT .
SELAMAT MENERIMA  SEKSA YG MEMERITKAN ,
arghhh , siape dye nie ,
menakutkan nye ,
sumpa seram glaa ,
wey , dye nie bia btoi dak henry gurney ,
tp enn ,
ak muskil ,
mane dye thu ak nie prempuan ?
ak rase dye mang dak mktb aku ,
tp agak seram lhh ,
mcamane nie ?
should i proceed to text him ?
or just delete that number ?

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

NITEMARES(ma fre wordss) ,

 kau lupe kan lh dye , byak sgat ke jase dye
jhat gak en ak nie ,bkan na hasut ,
ang prlu lpe en dye ,bub ang slu cter kat aku sal ksdihan ang ,
 ak mrah gak dye wat cm2 ,
tp kau kwan ak, dye pon same ,
ehmm , btol jgak lhh ,
bole diterime lh !
ACCEPTABLE!

TERKADANG KAU MENYESAL ,

huarghh !
 bgon2 ja ase na mampos dahh ,
da ahh sakit prot dri smalm agy ,
1st time kot tido atas soang2 ,
keje glaa btoi ,
nie sume pasai nak on9 pye pasai ,
sejak ble ak pndai on9 mlm2 nie pon ak tataw lhh ,
parah lhh,
apesal ak ngaku plak ?
disgusting glaa aku ,
tu ah pasai ,tmsok dlam khidupan DOTTIE (idup dlam fntasi)
adoy !
bdoh glaa ak ,
kan da tmasok blek ,
macmane nie ,
mang kerje glee babng pyaa aku nie ,
btw kwan ak soang tuh ,
da BREAK ,
huh ?
tgok lhh dye strong enouh to fight it or not ,
pe2 pon idop kau ,kau kne tntu en,bkan org laen
lau ta nti nyesal tak sudah ,
bkan ak mghasut ,
but teveryone can see it lhh , 
just tanak ckap je,
ehmm pe2 pon gdluck lhh "mang ase khilgan ,"
mule2 but learn 2 face it ,k

TROUBLE ! mati lhh ak

huh ,glaa ak
dah kntoi nan dye ak kutok dlam nie .
sb bek ak ta kne marah ,
ade plak dye kate dye ase cm artis ,
glaa btoi ,
bia lh ,
ade soang agy nie ,
adoi ,
pnin pala ak dahh ,dok kesian pya pasai ,
bole jdik glaa,
DOTTIE ,DOTTIE ,
lau tanak ckap tanak ,
jgn lhh dok pkse dri ,
jdik lh cm ak ,
seng . simple . ta pyah susa2 .
idop pon seronok glaa

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

                    ma beshfwen ,that light ma life ups ,
                         gve me strength , help me , cry wif me ,  enjoy our life together , 
                  thnx all , i really appreciate u all , also for atin ,ravenn en zila ,k.a
hope our fwenship long lasting lhh

wake up lhh , fren !

hha , this is it ,
ma beshfrenn ,
person that i talk about ,
hope2 lh ,
dye sdar ape yg tga blaku kt dri dye ,
wey ,
jgn jdik bodoh lhh ,
sbub cnte ,
cnte yg ta bwak ke mane2 tuh ,
soie lh ,
its not that im not supporting u ,
but ,
this is it ,
na ckap kt ang dpan2 ,ak tanak lhh,
kang ang pki ape pla ,
kat sni jea ak bole ckap ,
hope2 lhh
cpat lhh kau bgon dri mmpi ,,

apesal mcm 2 ending nyaa ?

 ehhm , ape ahh kwan ak nie ,
nak kate bdoh ,pndai ,
tp bub pompuan jeh bole jdik smpai cm2 ,
what people say rite lhh ,
"cnte bole mmbute en "
weyy ,wake up lhh ?
tgok dunie lua ,
ade rmai lgy yg better ,
bkan ape ,
lau hati tuh baek tkpee ,
ni asyek na MANIPULATED ,
ksiann lhh kwan ak nie , "
"ape agy yg ak bole buat ,tuk sdar en dye "
ak syg kesiann glaa at dye ,
dye da ahh bek nan ak ,
ta sgop ak tgok dye cm2 ,
pe2 pon ,
i wish one day dye bole nmpak real things yg blaku kat dye tuh ,
 en nyesal sgalenye ,
hope ,hope ,

bruu shaje ,

 hha ,akhir nye atas ptolongan haiwan plharaan ku yg tbek ,
ade gk ak blog ,
thanx glaa lh wey ,
ok this is me ,
ta kisah lh ,
ape org na kate ,
ceita kartun ka ,apa ka ,
hha

Monday, November 15, 2010

mierazman !

huahuahua !
mencapap kejap dekat sini . btw fitrah . DONE nan ti kau edit lhh lagii baikk punya ea .
stuck komputer ak buat kau punya blogg , kalau tidak puas hati call no ini ; 014-tekan2 x dapat ! hha:) .update selalu ea blogg .
byee !